aku nk terus terang skit.
korg prasan x kite naffaa dh x same mcm dulu ?
abglong ngan kaklong n adik.
kaklong n abgngah.
abgngah n kakngah.
kite sume ade prob an ?
cmne nk slesaikan ?
untk yg berkenaan,
aku nk ckp.
aku x kisah korg rapat.
aku cuma terasa yg die hilang.
and ad,
aku sakit hati yg die ckp pelanggan baru n pelanggan lame tuh.
as if aku yg tinggalkan die.
padahal die yg cari ko.
and die yg pilih untk topupkan ko and x topupkan aku.
but aku x mrh die x nk topupkan aku.
aku cuma mrh die ckp pelanggan.
seriously,
looks like i'm the one who left him in the first place.
god !
bil n ad,
smpai bile korg nk mcm ni ?
bile korg nk jdi mcm dulu balik ?
x kan bcoz of that thing,
korg nk jauhkan diri
bil ngan saa,
aku dh x tau nk buat cmne lagi.
dh lame dh korg cmtuh.
bil,
kurangkan ego leh ?
saa,
tell the truth could u ?
wey,
aku pening kepala pikirkan masalah korg.
and fit,
if ko lonely,
aku pun lonely gak.
so it makes no different.
ad,
aku tau aku slalu mrh ko.
ade yg sengaja and ade yg x sengaja.
most of them x sengaja.
bcoz u know,
i was stress dear.
amir plak,
sepi cmtuh je.
bukan nk contact kitorg.
ko contact nabil jeh.
at least contact la aku,ad or nisaa.
kitorg x tau ape jdi ngan ko.
aku ?
hurm.
aku memang stress SANGAT>3333 kebelakangan nie.
since there's something gonna happen on 18th dec.
and about asrama,my family and stuff.
banyak gile probs.
penat>3
wey korg,
smpai bile kite nk jadi cmni ?
seriously,
we have less than 1 month.
are we gonna waste the time we have ?
after this,
we're gona go our on way.
we're not gona be together again.
that is 1 of my prob too.
i dont have the heart to leave u guys.
seriously,
i know i can find new frens.
just,
i cant.
uhhh,
life is so damn complicated rite ?
and yeah for sure,
im going to boarding school.
no matter what i do.
no matter which boarding school i get
i will go.
i just want to stay here.
i want my 2008 from january pleaseeeeeee ?
pretty pleaseeeeeeee ?
* wink wink *
-fatin
